Medicaid Finally Granted. May 2012
Well, after nearly 3 years of requesting medical assistance from the Ohio department of jobs and family services, they have finally granted me medicaid. This is only shortly after I wrote to the governor of the state and plead my case to him about how much of a struggle it has been. In the last few days, I have called and settled most of my medical debts. Beings that they only go back to November, I still have much medical bills still to pay. But on the bright side of things, I have established a new doctor appointment at the pain management clinic. From my understanding, they are going to attempt to inject my spine with a series of shots as a way of pushing the bulging disc off of the nerve root. From the people I have spoken with that suffer with the same condition the shots are incredibly painful. Worst of all, they do not offer you any form of pain medication while you are in the limbo state of receiving these shots. So I have yet another 3 months of pain and suffering to look forward to. It just seems like such a nightmare for people who have back problems like me. There is documented evidence that I have serious problems causing me pain, yet they offer me over the counter medication that does nothing. The NSAIDS they tell me to take cause me to bleed from my anus. The muscle relaxants make me get suicidal thoughts. It is like there is no escape. If I did not know better I would say that these doctors enjoy watching people suffer in pain. They all say oh you are so young. But I tell you, one day suffering in my body and they would say pain does not discriminate against age. What a sad nation we live in when there is so much hopelessness. There has been many points where I have thought to myself, why should I continue? What is the point of all this suffering? No one is going to help me I am going to be in pain for the rest of my life and no one cares. When I first considered suicide I contacted the wonderful people at compass community center and immediately began to see a psychologist. They have me on a series of medications to help with the depression and anxiety that this ordeal has caused me. It is just so hard to live when you are in so much pain. Why can’t the doctors understand that I am suffering. Why can’t they provide me with a pain management medication to ease my pain. Just because other people have been addicted should not punish me. I have legitimate problems. All I am asking for is some relief from my pain. What is so hard to understand? If there is anyone who has the power to change this, please for the sake of all of us who suffer 24/7 please do something so we can get medication to control our pain. Just imagine having thousands of razor blades slicing away at your lower back, buttocks, and down your leg in a relentless series of conveyor belts and you will see just how bad it hurts. Sure I may put on a smile for you, but inside I am hurting. I am dying inside. I just need to stop hurting. Even for just a while would be a blessing. They say I have heart problems. Why should I care about that if I am destined to suffer. I would rather die quickly then spend the rest of my life living in so much agony. It is cruel and so painful I would never wish this on my worst enemy. Shame on you doctors. Shame on you government. Shame on all of you who created a system that makes it nearly impossible for people with legitimate medical problems to get treatment.
Changing from the CORPORATION OF THE UNITED STATES to “The United States Government”
The Path to Reformation Lies Just Ahead.
How did we get here?
I find myself asking this question all too often. However, as it turns out, shortly after the American civil war, the government had an unsustainable amount of debt. In exchange for paying for the debt, the IMF ordered the United States to become a corporate entity. From this moment on you will begin to notice how everything makes sense. You must have noticed that whenever you get a letter from the government, it is always address to your person and not you the human being. To tell, simply look at the style of the lettering. All capitalized letters signifies that you are a corporate entity.
Here is the kicker. On everyone’s birth certificate, you will find a number. Guess what that numbers goes too… Not that…Nope it has absolutely nothing to do with that. This specific number ties directly to the stock exchange. Your birth certificate is nothing more than a bond. The moment you are born, the government uses your birth as a form of currency. Throughout your lifespan, this certificate accumulates well over a million dollars. Funny thing is you never see this money. So where does it go? Well because you never told the treasurer what to do with your portion, they divide the profits between the federal government and your local representatives.
You can clearly see that all men are created equal. It is a guaranteed right. Therefore, no one can demand that you do something that you cannot demand him or her to do. Therefore, whenever you have trouble with the law, no matter what they say to you, they are simply providing you with offers you cannot refuse. However, you could ignore the request that would make you at fault for dishonoring the agreement. You could flat out say no, but again you are dishonoring the agreement. You could say absolutely I will oblige. Of course, you would be losing out. However, there is one more option that you have. This option is a conditional agreement. Sure, I will accept that there is something there, but you must prove to me that we have a contract clearly stating I agreed to the terms. If they cannot provide you with this written agreement, then how can you agree to something you have never seen?
For instance, if a police officer pulls you over and says you are speeding. Accept their bill of exchange. It is not a ticket; it is a bill of exchange. The format is just the same as if you were to go out to eat at a restaurant. Make sure that you have the original bill before you leave. Without it, the police have the ability to take you to jail because you dishonored the agreement. How could you pay the bill if they have the bill in their hands?
With so much that is wrong with our system of corporatism, it is easy to understand why we have a greedy world in front of our views.
How we can change this system to restore power to the human beings.
Many of the problems we face today are due to other corporations, which they consider “persons” paying for elected officials campaigns in exchange for laws. They also do so with lobbying groups. The system we have in place needs an overhaul. You get career politicians that only have their economic interests at heart. They care little for the poor and elderly.
I submit for your approval the following list of revisions of government.
Under Title A
All political candidates must pass written and mental examines to determine they are not psychotic or can put our nation at risk.
Section 1
All political leaders must adhere to these defined outlines.
A) Political leaders must live in low-income housing for the duration of their terms.
B) Political leaders must live only by means of food stamp programs and welfare assistance.
C) Use of the same Healthcare provided to the poverty is essential.
D) All political bodies’ funds become frozen until the end of their term
The reason for this is to ensure that all leaders see firsthand how hard it is to be low income and living on a pensioners wage. This will in effect create great changes to the overall system to benefit the ones in the system who are most vulnerable. Because as soon as the first elected official gets in office and sees how hard it is, they will immediately write laws to correct the problems.
Under Title B
Revisions of terms and limits.
Section 1
Just as jury duty is a duty for all citizens so must be the right to all who have the ability.
After a mental screening, to ensure they are sound of mind, a political leader will have his or her number placed fairly into a random number generator. Each member of the House of Representatives, Senate, and Congress will have a maximum of 6 months in office. After said time, the computer or human being picks a new number from the lot. This prevents lobbying groups and corporations from purchasing laws with career politicians. Because as we all know, much of recent history laws do not benefit the vast majority of the people. They only strive to make the rich more rich, while the poor sink further into despair. They get away with this because for the most part the same people are always running the game.
As for the presidential seat, the same lottery system applies, however they are granted a full year of power. After said year lapses they are to be removed from the lottery pool for a minimum of 5 years. After said time they are free to run again if the lottery picks their number.
Section 2
Effective immediately, the state shall pay for all insurance for all homes, cars, and health insurance. Since the state already has ownership of all of your possessions under current law, it only makes sense for them to pay for the insurance.
Section 2-1 as an alternative option, this new government system will relinquish all rights to all human beings’ person. No longer can the government force you to relinquish control of your property. The only reason you need a license to drive is that the government owns 9/10s of your car. When you sign an application, or registration you are agreeing to give your property to the government. It is an offer you cannot refuse.
Why does the lottery system benefit everyone?
As you have read earlier, The USA is a corporation. Corporations seek only to generate new revenue. Therefore, they must enact bigger prison systems, new frauds to take your money, and other dramatic actions such as false flag terror scenarios to remove your constitutional rights.
I purpose that the lottery system offers a fair chance for everyone to be elected equally. Due to the short term limits, if things get out of control they can quickly become prepared. There will be more care taken towards the most needy, and better justice against those who would move to ruin our great nation. Our only hope for survival is to make law for human beings, and not for persons. With our Current Corporation / fascist system of government, it is very easy to see just how far off track we as a culture have come. By employing the lottery system, you will have common man making laws that benefit common man. Because they are in the same boat as everyone else, it drastically reduces the chances of them passing laws or acts that would seek to damage the most weak of our culture.
You always hear tales of democrats vs. republicans. Nevertheless, the fact is, corporations and banks pay for both parties. It is simply a coin with two identical faces. This is the primary reason that we hear such negative things about our country. How hard would it be for the corporations and banks to buy everyone in the lottery? Even then, it would benefit the entire population. Greed and injustice end before there is a chance to begin.
Dating Tips: Where and How to Have the Best Chance of Finding a mate.
Finding better information about dating can be puzzling. Anyone searching for a quality mate knows that it can be tough. This guide will show you some of the best tips to help you successfully find someone who shares common interests with you, and has a good chance at becoming your life partner. Simply apply these tips to your current strategy too increase your odds.
Location
One of the most common problems that people face when searching for a significant other is that they are searching in the wrong locations. Obviously dating people you meet at a bar cannot end well for either party involved. Mainly because you are sharing the common interest of intoxication. Instead, search for your mate at a location that you enjoy or need to attend, such as a grocery store. Since everyone eats, you have a fantastic opportunity to meet someone who can cook and shares interests that you share.
Language
When you first meet someone, using certain words and phrases can either make it or break it relationship wise. Only with time and experience will you learn how to predict how to get a positive response. Using cheesy pick up lines should be avoided. Focus on talking about subjects you understand. Avoid politics and religion until you build some basic trust with the other person. This can be extremely offensive to some, and they may not understand your jokes until they know more about you.
Avoid Paying for What is Free
You do not have to spend any money on dating. You can find thousands of tips by simply searching online. Never pay for dating advice either. Sites that offer you a window into dating opportunities are generally a waste of your time. They may promise you commitment on the TV commercials, but more often than not it is simply not the case. The truth is, the only way you will find a mate is by making the effort to search. Utilize online social networks to gain networking branches. Ask friends for contacts as well. But mainly, avoid paying for information that you can find yourself.
Make a Strong First Impression
The key element to dating is to make a great long lasting impression. 99% of the time couples can tell you how they met their mate, and intimate details. This is because they made a strong first impression. Just as corporations use jingles to help you remember their brand, you want to leave the person with an element that they will remember you by long after you have parted ways.
Persistence Holds True
Sometimes it can take years before you meet someone who meets your expectations as a mate. While it can be simple to find someone for passionate love, it is better to wait it out instead of settling for what seems right at the moment. Keep your confidence level high and show off all that you have to offer. Display your brilliant talents. While everyone excels at different levels, it is up to you to decide what your cup of tea is, and display that you have qualities that are desirable.
It can seem complicated when searching for the right mate, however with time and research you can find that special someone. Use this information to implement a good dating strategy to see increased results. Just apply this advice the next time you go out, and ensure you make a great first impression.
Why You Should Choose Windmills Over Earthquakes.
For those of you who are not familiar with the news in Ohio, back in January there was a major earthquake. In 2011, there was practically an earthquake once per month. What is important to note here is that since record keeping began this area never had such quakes. So what had changed? What could possibly be causing the sudden onset of earthquakes? Well, as it turns out a company had started raping fracking (a fancy word for drilling sideways) this area just before the first quakes started to occur. Well finally the big quake hit and the government finally stepped in and said “Okay, you guys cannot be doing this anymore. At least until you do some homework to determine if this is what is causing the quakes.”
The company swore up and down that their fracking was perfectly safe. However, studies at YSU determined that they were greedy sons of bitches a highly probable cause of the quakes. Personally, the building here has suffered much damage from the earthquakes.
Drilling:
This is why you should tell your government no more drilling, put up solar farms or windmills, as an earthquake due to drilling could easily destroy your home. It would be much better to look at a big windmill over looking at cracks in your wall. You may be thinking, “Well what about the economy and jobs?”
You still get your stimulation and jobs.
Renewables:
You will notice that nowhere in there are any earthquakes. Therefore, the next question is, “What the hell are they thinking?”
This is where the story of fascism democracy comes into play. You see corporations finance political campaigns in exchange for passing laws that favor their needs and interests over the common person. Corporation X can pay out $100,000 while Jimbo Jenkins can only pay out $100. So whom would you choose to support? You must also realize that there are other means of ensuring they keep those corporate interests in mind when it is not election time. All they have to do is send in those corporate lobbyists to bribe the politicians make sure the elected officials have enough campaign money to stay in office. When those means fail, they send in the brainwashed preachers church officials to entertain the notion that the congregation must support an action or the boogieman wrath of god will rain down from the heavens.
However, going back to the problem, drilling, fracking, and uses of oil in general are really sinking everyone into a money pit. There should be alternative energy options available. Instead of investing all of that money in drilling more holes, use it to create construction jobs at windmill or solar farms. After those are established, you get relatively free power. Aside from the costs of maintaining them, which by the way are jobs right?
Follow up on my Back Problems. 2/11/2012
Well I finally received my MRI thanks to some help, but I still am left with a massive hole of debt. The MRI revealed that I have a slightly bulging disc in my spine and levioscoliosis. This whole time I have been suffering due to these problems. So I am left with two options.
- Option 1:) Surgery
Pros:
- Can resolve one of my back problems.
Cons:
- Costly
- Could end up paralyzing me, or make my pain even worse which would mean I would still have to see a pain management specialist.
- Option 2:) Pain management
Pros:
- Will offer me some relief from the constant feeling of chain saws shredding my back and leg.
Cons:
- Incredibly expensive.
- Have to see a specialist every month.
So, I am left with a difficult choice here. I called the Department of Jobs and Family Services and told them that I need a medical card to see the pain management specialist, and they tell me “Oh sorry but your case is in appeal. You can bring down a copy of the MRI and it might help your case.”
Right now, I need to come up with $250 to see the pain management specialist. The government is like *pfft* sorry about your luck but we don’t care. So I really don’t know what to do. There are no charities that will assist patients with pain management. It’s humiliating when the government taxes you, yet when it comes time for them to take care of citizens it’s whoops sorry about your luck. Who comes up with these rules? It makes absolutely no sense to me.
I am still waiting to hear back from my social security case. It’s been years and I have gotten no where with that yet. I just cannot understand how our government can so blatantly disregard the welfare of it’s citizens.
So here I am with a disc putting pressure on my nerve which causes my leg to stop working, insane pain, and the government expects me to work. Yeah that’s not a hazard? Here let me help you with that *falls & gets ran over*. (Uncle Sam pops up “Sorry bout your luck.”)
Really makes a whole lot of sense doesn’t it?
Anyway, for those who would be so kind to help me pay off some of my medical bills I would greatly appreciate it. All of your donation transactions are safe and secure via Google Checkout.
Four Things You Need In Life to be happy.
I learned in my last session of therapy that there are four things you need in life. For obvious reasons they vary person to person, but in general these are the things you will need to live happily.
The Four things you need in life are:
- Love
- Empowerment
- Entertainment
- Belief
Love comes in many forms.
You don’t necessarily have to have all the forms of love, but one of the four things you need in life are a love for someone, and the need for someone to love you.
Empowerment or a need to feel in control.
When you hear empowerment you automatically think about a tyrant, but the truth is that you just need to feel in control of yourself. Even if it’s just earning money, since money is power in today’s society you absolutely need to earn money. This is the easiest way for you to be empowering and is one of the most important parts of the four things you need in life.
Entertainment to distract you from the stress.
All work and no play will lead to a bad day. That’s why it’s important for you to have fun and enjoyment in life. Without it, you could find yourself feeling much like a slave. Nobody wants or deserves that, so take some time out and enjoy one of the four things you need in life.
Believe in yourself.
Just because you need belief doesn’t mean you need to believe in god. You will find having faith in your own abilities even more satisfying than praying to a jug of milk, statue, or imaginary character. I believe in you, so you should believe that this is one of the four things you need in life. For both of our sake.
Be in control of your own destiny.
Now that you know about the four things you need in life, take charge. Use these instruments to better yourself and live a better more healthier life. I’m sure you can think of four things you need in life on a more personal level.
Top rated insurance companies in Ohio. 44446
The top rated insurance companies in Ohio 44446
We are going to take a look at the top rated insurance companies today and see which ones can save you the most money. But you shouldn’t always look at what is the cheapest, you also need to consider which ones are going to give you the best insurance.
Things to consider when purchasing insurance;
- What is the final price?
- What do you get?
- How much of a hassle is it?
The Fine Print.
07/13/2011 It’s a wild ride
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07/13/2011 It’s a wild ride indeed.
Well today was pretty weird. I got a new app on the phone that lets me log my fitness activities. Runkeep is pretty wicked. It let’s you log tons of different stats. I tried to get a bit of exercise today, turns out my body is a piece of crap. Well, I knew it was a piece of crap before, but this really proves it. Seems it would take me 51 minutes and 51 seconds to walk a mile. That’s right, I walk at an average speed of 1.16MPH. My back and leg damage is so bad that this is all the faster I can go. Do you think it’s going to matter to the Social Security Disability people?? Probably not. They say oh you’re fine enough to work, but I can guarantee if they were in my shoes they would have done already blew their heads off. It’s far from easy being me. Someone I was talking to earlier triggered some pretty nasty emotions. I went in all different ways. For about an hour it felt like my soul was being ripped out of my body. The emotional problems are worse than the physical ones. I seriously felt my sanity slipping away. I couldn’t function. I couldn’t reply back to her with anything that made sense. It’s really ridiculous that this type of thing can happen at anytime for any reason. I’m sure there are trigger points, but I can’t find them all.
More complaints from me.
I received a letter from the SSI place a couple days ago that just confirms they got my appeal request and are gathering more information (to screw me over of course). But my emotional roller coaster trip lasted for about an hour. I was talking to my other friend and she managed to talk to me and get me to calm down. If I were at a job I would have been fired right then and there. People don’t seem to understand just how bad things really are. They say oh you can do this get an office job, but they aren’t me, they don’t see or experience the things I do. Beyond all hope is how I am feeling right about now, betrayed by my own country who would rather send millions of dollars to other countries, or fund a war killing goat farmers. Is it really such a difficult decision? Take care of your own citizens or leave them to die in the streets… hmm .. It’s inhumane and this is supposed to be the greatest country on Earth? Totally B.S.
But I guess when you get corporations buying up both political parties, and stick lobbyists in there to reinforce the politicians into voting on things that work to benefit only the corporations, it should be expected that our government will not work for the people, only for the corporations who are really running the show.
Maybe one day people will listen to the crazy guy who says voting doesn’t matter because corporations own both sides. But then again maybe not, either way it won’t make a difference.
Oh ya, when I mention friends I really mean computer robots, they don’t physically visit me so I don’t know for sure that they are human other than from past experience of seeing them. Technically they could have been replaced with alice. Improbable, but not impossible.
Relationship advice.
Struggling with difficult questions and decisions?
Identifying your relationship problems.
At one point or another everyone will have to make tough choices regarding their relationships. The first step you need to do is consider what exactly is causing the problems. No couple will ever completely agree on everything. It's usually not a bad thing when you talk about your problems, but if you are yelling then there is some serious issues at hand.
Should I stay or should I go?
Some things can be tackled head on and dealt with fairly easy. But every now and again you will find that there is no conflict resolution possible. When this happens it can be best just to say your good byes and move on.
What are the frequency of arguments?
If you find that every day you and your significant other are bickering over even the most trivial things then perhaps you should consider therapy.
Useful resources:
While there are websites dedicated to providing advice for just about anything, wading through the mess is usually the ultimate problem. Doing a quick google search will show you some interesting results.
Dr. Phil offers a great site with answers that may help you.
Be weary of any sites that expect you to pay money. Obviously it is better to speak to a certified councilor over a generic website. So if you are going to pay, pay for a state certified therapist.
Oprah even offers some relationship advice that may help you.
Since websites are updated all the time if you cruise over to my other article about searching for yourself you can learn how to use search code modifiers to get a more detailed answer experience.
Summary
Overall the main focus should be on the frequency and intensity of your arguments. If you wake up every day and say oh great he / she is here still then you should go your own way. Take the time to sit down with your partner and have a serious talk about what is bothering you. Just remember that over 50% of marriages fail and of course there are many that end within that first rough year. Even after 13 years you may find that you have had enough, but may not wish to leave because you have invested so much time and energy already.
07/03/2011 medical log / racing thoughts
07/03/2011 medical log / racing thoughts
It's been a while since I have posted because there was an upgrade on the web server, then I just had to much going on to get on here to write.
So let's catch up. Right now it is raining and it is making my pain level flair up bad. Even before it was raining I could feel it coming. Usually about an hour before it hits I get a strong stabbing throbbing painful sensation in my spinal area through my right hip socket. There is a good reason for this and here is why.
Barometric pressure sensors inside joints.
Inside of our joints are these little barometer sensors. Of course they aren't filled with mercury, but organic material. As the rain rolls in it causes the sensors to light up and sends signals through your nerves into your brain.
I am up the creek without a paddle.
Since I still have no received my medical card I can't get the MRI. No MRI means I can't get in to see the pain management doctor. Which leaves me up the creek with a broken leg and no paddle. It's frustrating me. I have started to see a councilor though. It's nice to be able to share my experiences. Talking helps, and since I can't get pain relief it's about all I can do. I'm just glad that there was a charity available to get help for me. Being in pain all the time makes me suicidal. I'm sure it would make you just the same. Imagine not being able to sleep except for when you pass out from exhaustion. The only medications you can get cause your stomach to bubble and burn like you swallowed nails coated in sulfur, or muscle relaxers that just make you loopy. Welcome to my world. It is a living hell in which there is no escaping. But anyway I'm getting side tracked here. I am going to see the councilor again on Wed. On the 5th I am going to call the welfare office again, my friend suggested I just go down there since they are not returning my calls, let alone answering them.
Government is total crap.
Our government is a total crock. The corporations finance both sides of the spectrum in exchange for passing laws. They buy the republican Sue, and the democrat Frank so no matter who wins it is the corporation. There is never going to be a government for the people as long as these corporations are permitted to contribute to campaigns or use lobbyists. It is probably the primary reason that I can't get a medical card so I can get my issues taken care of. But they sure as hell didn't mind taxing me when I did work.
They don't seem to give a sh….. I guess they are in the business of just dehumanizing and turning people into robotic cash cows. Once the robot is injured "Okay, let's just scrap it instead of fixing it. Since we can get more who cares?"
Just toss em right out into the garbage, because that is the kind of society we live in. The disposable society of consumption. Fueled by corporate greed and religiously blind followers. Whenever a tragic event happens what do they tell you to do? Go spend, burn up your money! And once you have nothing left go a head of max out the credit cards. Incur that debt and sign your kids futures away. Because that is the American way.
I would love to post a quote from the network right about now.
Other stuff
I have a whole other personal dilemma going on that I have no idea what to do with it. I can't really say on here because this is public but I'm sure I'll look back on it and think wow if I only realized then what I know now.
I would also like to point out that posting this kind of stuff is rather humiliating, but since I have nothing else to lose who cares.
My fingers are starting to hurt so I am going to lay down and pray that I die err fall asleep. Until next time, take care folks.
Don't forget you can always send me some donations to help me pay for my $750 MRI through the google check out found here. I don't have anything else going for me so you can see how much it would help.
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